So I haven't written in about three weeks and I am very sorry. Honestly, I haven't been too busy to do it. A good friend of my told me that no one is ever too busy. You do what you want to do and what you feel is more important. I've been slacking. Today I am going to do more of a free writing/stream of thought sort of thing, so welcome to my head!
This week has been a bit of a struggle for me to be perfectly honest. I think the past few weeks, I've been on such a high that is was about time that things slow down a bit. I was talking to my mom about it and we were trying to figure out what is really wrong. I've concluded that I am not satisfied with where I am right now.
So I'm one of those people who always struggles with being in the present and enjoying my life where it's at. Over the last few weeks, I've been trying to really relish in the present. I stopped planning my life months in advance and ultimately got to a place where I felt kind of content with where I am. Devin and content don't really go together to be honest. I was talking to one of my good friends, Turchi, about how content I was with where I was and she just did not buy it. Well thanks girl! You woke me up. Granted, it has caused me to feel a little out of place this week, but it's good to get out of your comfort zone. When things are going well, sometimes it seems easier to just settle with where you are and forget about all of the things you want out of life. Well, I'm back and in action. Sometimes you have to remind yourself of what you are capable of! I want to do some goal setting tonight and really refocus on what's for me, who is for me, and where I want to be.
What are you working on? I feel like we all try to have it all together on social media, but let's be honest!
This post may not have made the most sense, but it helped me out :)